Great Words to be Remembered

"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this:

A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive.

To him... a touch is a blow,
a sound is a noise,
a misfortune is a tragedy,
a joy is an ecstasy,
a friend is a lover,
a lover is a god,
and failure is death.

Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create - - - so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really alive unless he is creating." -Pearl S. Buck

love/caring

                  love loves love....this is where pain comes in, when you love and care for people or someone special, but its never returned at the same level its given. The one who cares and loves the less gains the most and the one who loves and cares the most will always endure the most pain. I usually find myself in the position of the one caring the most. Friends tell me the most simple solution, and its true, is to just care less. But i cant its not who i am. Oh well. Pain seems to be my constant lover, if only i were truly a masochist. No im not depressed, well not for long anyways, I always find something to distract me. Just lately its harder and harder to find distractions, not when you care so much more than you should, so much that you just find yourself thinking about them even if you dont know much.
               But lets go back to focus on this somewhat objectively and intellectually. The statement That Love loves love is plain enough and i believe that in a general consensus i am right in that regard. But mostly what i would like to focus on is whether or not its true that the one that cares the most is the one who endures the most pain. That the one who cares the less, even slightly, is the one in the better position emotionally. To be honest i dont know how to analyze this, for me it seems absolutely true but that is due to my experiences. Everyone has different experiences and therefore have a different point of view something that should be respected even if its not agreeable to some individuals. Im interested to see a small debate on this subject even though i understand this isnt the best place to hold one.

Hello and Welcome

I constantly find myself in various moods, whether depressed or happy. Imaginative or bland. Sometimes i just want to free write and this is why i setup a blog. Theres something about just posting anonymously on the internet that seems so freeing of the senses and of stress. Im not here to gather a following or to become popular, or to promote different things. Im creating a blog too simply to post whatever is on my mind at the time. Warning most of the time it might be to vent and to relieve stress. You might find out that im a pretty diverse guy who is quite sentimental and emotional at times, something very different for a male of the human species or so it seems. My topics will range to whatever is in mind so there are no limits. I would like to apologize if at somepoint someone from the world might find what i say offensive, for when that happens please remember these words. Im sorry that you are offended it was never my intention, If you wish to leave that is your right and i will respect whatever decision you chose. Please however do not rage on my blog. I implore you to realize that while this is a very open and public space for anyone to view it is very special to me. For this at times will be my retreat from the world. I may debate with myself. Explore issues or even just come to relieve emotional pressure that i find within myself. I hope those that read this if any enjoy there time here just please remember respect, understanding and consideration are the keys to this world, or at least thats is what i hold true for myself in my own naivety. Welcome and Hello.